This blog is about a man I have known for more than 35 years. His name is Phillip Emmons Isaac Bonewits, known either as Isaac, or affectionately as ol’ Boney. Stephen called him Boneywits. It was he who gave me my 1st Order ordination in the RDNA. Actually, to be more exact, I was ordained into the SDNA (Schismatic Druids of North America), the schism he started, which became in a few years the ADF (Ar nDraiochta Fein our own Druidry). Recently he underwent surgery for two worrisome colonic cys… Continue

fishies fishies
where are you?
please oh please
bite my hook
Fill my heart with
Joy
When you take
the bait
AND bite my
hook



<<This came from a freshwater fishing trip where my bf Jeff was catching fish left and right and I wasn't >>>

Oh, BABY, where are you?
why haven't I had you yet?
Is there some reason Why
you haven't come yet?
Did I do something wrong to deserve
such a devastating condition?
I miss having children around, and
in my home, in my life.
I miss having friends.
BUT, I get depresses when I am around women and babies, and
small children. I have NOTHING in common with birth
mothers, I have been told that...
SO, I stay in my house.........
alone.............
with my animals...........
alone with my crafts.........… Continue

THE SMELL TAKING ME
BACK TO A PAST LIFE THAT
I ONCE LIVED LONG AGO.

THE CALM RELENTLESS
OCEAN,
PLAYING WITH MY
MIND,
SINGING IN MY
EARS,
WHISPERING TO MY
SOUL.


THE WAVES AND WATER BEGGING
ME TO SWIM.
TO BECOME THE MERMAID I LONG TO BE.

THE CALM RELENTLESS
OCEAN,
PLAYING WITH MY
MIND,
SINGING IN MY
EARS,
WHISPERING TO MY
SOUL.

THE SEA, IS WHERE I BELONG
I AM COMPLETELY AT PEACE
ON,
IN,
AND
NEAR THE SEA.
I AM OBSESSED.....

The wind, the surf, the sea
remind me I am small.
i am small.
I sit pondering
life on the ocean
shore.
I look into the horizon and wait and watch and think.
why goddess am I here?
Why?
Make me ponder life so poor.
Without children.
without support from family.
why?
Make me suffer in silence.
A silence I have had for so long.
As, I ponder,
I think,
I wait,
I live.
by the wind, the surf, the sea...
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