fishies fishies
where are you?
please oh please
bite my hook
Fill my heart with
Joy
When you take
the bait
AND bite my
hook



<<This came from a freshwater fishing trip where my bf Jeff was catching fish left and right and I wasn't >>>

Oh, BABY, where are you?
why haven't I had you yet?
Is there some reason Why
you haven't come yet?
Did I do something wrong to deserve
such a devastating condition?
I miss having children around, and
in my home, in my life.
I miss having friends.
BUT, I get depresses when I am around women and babies, and
small children. I have NOTHING in common with birth
mothers, I have been told that...
SO, I stay in my house.........
alone.............
with my animals...........
alone with my crafts.........… Continue

THE SMELL TAKING ME
BACK TO A PAST LIFE THAT
I ONCE LIVED LONG AGO.

THE CALM RELENTLESS
OCEAN,
PLAYING WITH MY
MIND,
SINGING IN MY
EARS,
WHISPERING TO MY
SOUL.


THE WAVES AND WATER BEGGING
ME TO SWIM.
TO BECOME THE MERMAID I LONG TO BE.

THE CALM RELENTLESS
OCEAN,
PLAYING WITH MY
MIND,
SINGING IN MY
EARS,
WHISPERING TO MY
SOUL.

THE SEA, IS WHERE I BELONG
I AM COMPLETELY AT PEACE
ON,
IN,
AND
NEAR THE SEA.
I AM OBSESSED.....

The wind, the surf, the sea
remind me I am small.
i am small.
I sit pondering
life on the ocean
shore.
I look into the horizon and wait and watch and think.
why goddess am I here?
Why?
Make me ponder life so poor.
Without children.
without support from family.
why?
Make me suffer in silence.
A silence I have had for so long.
As, I ponder,
I think,
I wait,
I live.
by the wind, the surf, the sea...
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I have been helping Stephen bring this new network into the world and I tell you, it's like birthing a high risk baby. Both Murphy and Eris have been with us. Whatever could go wrong has gone wrong. The main thing that has gone wrong on my end has been that I can't respond to the friend requests we've gotten. We'd love to accept them, but there is a problem with that. When I have been able to see that there are friend requests, I haven't been able to see the friend requests the last couple times… Continue