Oceandreaming's Blog (4)

fishies fishies where are you? please oh please bite my hook Fill my heart with Joy When you take the bait AND bite my hook <<This came from a freshwater fishing trip where my bf Jeff was catching fish left and right and I wasn't >>> Continue

Oh, BABY, where are you? why haven't I had you yet? Is there some reason Why you haven't come yet? Did I do something wrong to deserve such a devastating condition? I miss having children around, and in my home, in my life. I miss having friends. BUT, I get depresses when I am around women and babies, and small children. I have NOTHING in common with birth mothers, I have been told that... SO, I stay in my house......... alone............. with my animals........... alone with my crafts.........… Continue

THE SMELL TAKING ME BACK TO A PAST LIFE THAT I ONCE LIVED LONG AGO. THE CALM RELENTLESS OCEAN, PLAYING WITH MY MIND, SINGING IN MY EARS, WHISPERING TO MY SOUL. THE WAVES AND WATER BEGGING ME TO SWIM. TO BECOME THE MERMAID I LONG TO BE. THE CALM RELENTLESS OCEAN, PLAYING WITH MY MIND, SINGING IN MY EARS, WHISPERING TO MY SOUL. THE SEA, IS WHERE I BELONG I AM COMPLETELY AT PEACE ON, IN, AND NEAR THE SEA. I AM OBSESSED..... Continue

The wind, the surf, the sea remind me I am small. i am small. I sit pondering life on the ocean shore. I look into the horizon and wait and watch and think. why goddess am I here? Why? Make me ponder life so poor. Without children. without support from family. why? Make me suffer in silence. A silence I have had for so long. As, I ponder, I think, I wait, I live. by the wind, the surf, the sea... Share Continue